Mistress has asked that I keep a diary of my chastity on this blog. I have been locked for two and a half month with no release. Mistress has put me through my paces while I provide her with pictures and video evidence of the tasks I carry out, usually quite painful and always humiliating. Mistress has me sleeping naked on the floor, balls tied tight to one bed post, hands to another and ankles to another. Since doing so I wake up with very painful and fragile balls. My email dated Feb 6th; My balls were aching massively this morning for something and my cock was solid as a rock, pressed up against its cage. It felt worse than usual. I filled a bowl with cold water and dunked them in. It was shocking and felt terrible but I felt the relief after about a minute. Then I looked down and realized what I was doing and felt massively humiliated. And what's more frustrating is that my contract says that I am not allowed to ask when my release date is.
For the past week I have been so desperate for sensation that I've been sticking my suction cupped butt plug to the side of my bed, getting on my hands and knees and basically fucking it. The most humiliating part for me is the preperation, lubing it up and sticking it to the bed because I know what I am about to do. It's disgusting but I love the feeling now. My cock drips with precum through its bars and strains against the cage when I take the anal which pathetically feels great. I'm not sure whether I hate myself for this or not. It's most certainly massively humiliating. It was also getting a little difficult to shave so tomorrow I am buying a nose hair trimmer to reach the tight areas around my chastised dick.
Mistress has asked that I keep a diary of my chastity on this blog.
ReplyDeleteI have been locked for two and a half month with no release.
Mistress has put me through my paces while I provide her with pictures and video evidence of the tasks I carry out, usually quite painful and always humiliating.
Mistress has me sleeping naked on the floor, balls tied tight to one bed post, hands to another and ankles to another. Since doing so I wake up with very painful and fragile balls.
My email dated Feb 6th;
My balls were aching massively this morning for something and my cock was solid as a rock, pressed up against its cage. It felt worse than usual. I filled a bowl with cold water and dunked them in. It was shocking and felt terrible but I felt the relief after about a minute. Then I looked down and realized what I was doing and felt massively humiliated.
And what's more frustrating is that my contract says that I am not allowed to ask when my release date is.
For the past week I have been so desperate for sensation that I've been sticking my suction cupped butt plug to the side of my bed, getting on my hands and knees and basically fucking it. The most humiliating part for me is the preperation, lubing it up and sticking it to the bed because I know what I am about to do. It's disgusting but I love the feeling now. My cock drips with precum through its bars and strains against the cage when I take the anal which pathetically feels great. I'm not sure whether I hate myself for this or not. It's most certainly massively humiliating.
ReplyDeleteIt was also getting a little difficult to shave so tomorrow I am buying a nose hair trimmer to reach the tight areas around my chastised dick.