This is sissy alice :-) I wrote this story for my owner to show my devotion and show her the deepest darkest corners of my mind.
It is called Unexpected Sacrifice
I have been locked in chastity for over a year. I have not been allowed to even touch my now owned penis. From the moment my owner signed the contract that gave her permanent control over my life I have been forced to sit to pee, and the only time my useless virgin cock has tasted freedom has been while the rest of me is tied down. She often teases me, and occasionally milks me, but I can honestly say that I know longer even remember what an orgasm feels like. I still do not live with my owner, she says it is not time for that. But I do see her and serve her regularly. It is with all of this on my mind that I read the text she sent me “I think I want you to lose your virginity. Be here at 7.” I found myself driving to her place feeling anxious and scared and excited, and wondering what it was my owner had in mind. She had told me many times that I would remain a virgin for the rest of my life. She had also told me how much she loved teasing me and denying me the right to, as she put it, “become a man.” Part of me thought it was a trick. I wasn’t sure how much of me hoped it was. I rang her doorbell and then dropped to my knees, waiting for her. I did this every time I came to her, and no longer cared how many people saw me kneeling on her doorstep. I know my place, and it makes me proud to be hers. Finally, she came to the door and allowed me to crawl in to her parlor. ‘Are you ready for this pet?” I looked up at her with appreciation and fear, and nodded silently. “Good,” she said, motioning me to my feet. “I am going to let you fuck me tonight pet.” I looked at her with confusion at the sudden vulgarity that came out of her mouth. “You would like that wouldn’t you?” Again, I nodded, almost certain it was a trick. “Good, I just have to prepare you first.”
She lead me to the wall where she had two eyebolts she had tied me to before and soon I was tied tightly and helplessly and she was exploring my body causing her penis to swell in its cage and me to cringe in both pleasure and pain. Soon she had me completely disrobed except for the chastity cage which had barely ever been removed over the last year. Soon she had removed that as well, and her penis immediately swelled to its full size. “Mmmmmm,” she moaned at me, “that looks wonderful. I bet you can’t wait to use that. But first I have to make you ready.” She teased me for a moment more, bringing me to the edge twice before blindfolding me and locking a posture collar around my neck. Soon I was breathing hard and opened my mouth to beg. However, before I could talk I found my mouth full, first with her fingers, and then a moment later with a gag in the shape of a phallus. Now unable to see or speak, my owner seemed pleased with my state, I wondered if she felt I was ready, but soon I realized she did not. Suddenly, I felt her fingers and her tongue working over my nipples, perhaps the most sensitive part of my body. After a moment she stopped licking and tweaked them both as she leaned forward to whisper in my ears. “These will be so much more sensitive soon,” she told me. As she said that I wondered if she was going to pierce my nipples, I wanted to stop her, but knew that I did not have the right or the ability to do so. Little did I know what she really had in mind. I felt her move away from me for a moment, before she started playing her shaved genitals. Soon I was harder than I ever thought I had been. Suddenly she pulled her balls away from my body. I almost came just from the feeling. But that was stopped by the excruciating pain I felt as something constricted around her balls. The pain was nearly blinding. Suddenly the pain was joined by a most intense pleasure as she started pumping her cock. It felt amazing and excruciating. “You are almost ready,” she said
She said. “I am going to give you the best orgasm of your life. After that, if you are man enough to fuck me I will allow it slave.” Again the vulgarity surprised me, but I was so lost in the pleasure and pain that I could barely focus on it. Suddenly I was pulsating with the first orgasm I have had in over a year, and now the only orgasm I can remember. I came for what felt like minutes. When it was over I was exhausted and limp and the pain in my balls had turned dull. “I will be back in a little while pet, you will be ready then.” She laughed as she walked away, and I could have sworn I heard her say something about me never cumming again. I was left, hanging in silence, for what felt like an eternity. The pain in her balls turned first to a dull ache and then to pure numbness. Finally she returned. I felt her kiss my neck and tweak my nipples again, bringing me out of the near trance I was in. “Well slave, you are ready to try to fuck me now. If you can have sex with me tonight you will not die a virgin.” I sighed as she said this, both hope and fear converging in my mind. “There is a catch though,” she said. “This will be your only chance to have sex. You see, I have castrated you tonight. You are a slave, and not much of a man. I don’t think you needed those balls of mine anymore.” I started thrashing against my bands, filled with an uncontrollable anger and rage. She backed up and just laughed at me. I knew I was being tricked in my heart, but I didn’t want to believe it. Finally after working out all of my anger and fear and rage I just hung there sobbing. I felt her approach me again and wipe a tear from my cheek. “You are a slave pet, this is your place. You know that don’t you.” I nodded, still crying, but needing her touch and her affection. “This is best for you. Best for us, my pet.”
I nodded again and she leaned forward and kissed my cheek. I melted then with love and appreciation for my owner and in that moment truly accepted what I had always been. She kissed my other cheek and slowly removed the gag from my mouth. After a moment of working my jaw out all I could saw was simply, “Thank you.” My owner surprised me then, “No, thank you slave. You are the perfect piece of property and I want you here with me always.” I smiled and she patted my head. Then I felt her going through my pockets. I heard her pick up my keys. As she reached the door she said “Don’t go anywhere slave. I am going to pick up whatever of your stuff I feel you need to be here. This is home now.” I don’t know if she heard me as she closed the door, but all I could think to say was “I love you.”
This is sissy alice :-)
ReplyDeleteI wrote this story for my owner to show my devotion and show her the deepest darkest corners of my mind.
It is called Unexpected Sacrifice
I have been locked in chastity for over a year. I have not been allowed to even touch my now owned penis. From the moment my owner signed the contract that gave her permanent control over my life I have been forced to sit to pee, and the only time my useless virgin cock has tasted freedom has been while the rest of me is tied down. She often teases me, and occasionally milks me, but I can honestly say that I know longer even remember what an orgasm feels like.
I still do not live with my owner, she says it is not time for that. But I do see her and serve her regularly. It is with all of this on my mind that I read the text she sent me “I think I want you to lose your virginity. Be here at 7.”
I found myself driving to her place feeling anxious and scared and excited, and wondering what it was my owner had in mind. She had told me many times that I would remain a virgin for the rest of my life. She had also told me how much she loved teasing me and denying me the right to, as she put it, “become a man.” Part of me thought it was a trick. I wasn’t sure how much of me hoped it was.
I rang her doorbell and then dropped to my knees, waiting for her. I did this every time I came to her, and no longer cared how many people saw me kneeling on her doorstep. I know my place, and it makes me proud to be hers.
Finally, she came to the door and allowed me to crawl in to her parlor. ‘Are you ready for this pet?”
I looked up at her with appreciation and fear, and nodded silently.
“Good,” she said, motioning me to my feet. “I am going to let you fuck me tonight pet.”
I looked at her with confusion at the sudden vulgarity that came out of her mouth. “You would like that wouldn’t you?”
Again, I nodded, almost certain it was a trick.
“Good, I just have to prepare you first.”
She lead me to the wall where she had two eyebolts she had tied me to before and soon I was tied tightly and helplessly and she was exploring my body causing her penis to swell in its cage and me to cringe in both pleasure and pain.
ReplyDeleteSoon she had me completely disrobed except for the chastity cage which had barely ever been removed over the last year. Soon she had removed that as well, and her penis immediately swelled to its full size.
“Mmmmmm,” she moaned at me, “that looks wonderful. I bet you can’t wait to use that. But first I have to make you ready.”
She teased me for a moment more, bringing me to the edge twice before blindfolding me and locking a posture collar around my neck. Soon I was breathing hard and opened my mouth to beg. However, before I could talk I found my mouth full, first with her fingers, and then a moment later with a gag in the shape of a phallus.
Now unable to see or speak, my owner seemed pleased with my state, I wondered if she felt I was ready, but soon I realized she did not. Suddenly, I felt her fingers and her tongue working over my nipples, perhaps the most sensitive part of my body. After a moment she stopped licking and tweaked them both as she leaned forward to whisper in my ears. “These will be so much more sensitive soon,” she told me.
As she said that I wondered if she was going to pierce my nipples, I wanted to stop her, but knew that I did not have the right or the ability to do so. Little did I know what she really had in mind.
I felt her move away from me for a moment, before she started playing her shaved genitals. Soon I was harder than I ever thought I had been. Suddenly she pulled her balls away from my body. I almost came just from the feeling. But that was stopped by the excruciating pain I felt as something constricted around her balls. The pain was nearly blinding.
Suddenly the pain was joined by a most intense pleasure as she started pumping her cock. It felt amazing and excruciating. “You are almost ready,” she said
She said. “I am going to give you the best orgasm of your life. After that, if you are man enough to fuck me I will allow it slave.”
ReplyDeleteAgain the vulgarity surprised me, but I was so lost in the pleasure and pain that I could barely focus on it. Suddenly I was pulsating with the first orgasm I have had in over a year, and now the only orgasm I can remember.
I came for what felt like minutes. When it was over I was exhausted and limp and the pain in my balls had turned dull. “I will be back in a little while pet, you will be ready then.” She laughed as she walked away, and I could have sworn I heard her say something about me never cumming again.
I was left, hanging in silence, for what felt like an eternity. The pain in her balls turned first to a dull ache and then to pure numbness. Finally she returned.
I felt her kiss my neck and tweak my nipples again, bringing me out of the near trance I was in. “Well slave, you are ready to try to fuck me now. If you can have sex with me tonight you will not die a virgin.”
I sighed as she said this, both hope and fear converging in my mind.
“There is a catch though,” she said. “This will be your only chance to have sex. You see, I have castrated you tonight. You are a slave, and not much of a man. I don’t think you needed those balls of mine anymore.”
I started thrashing against my bands, filled with an uncontrollable anger and rage. She backed up and just laughed at me. I knew I was being tricked in my heart, but I didn’t want to believe it. Finally after working out all of my anger and fear and rage I just hung there sobbing.
I felt her approach me again and wipe a tear from my cheek. “You are a slave pet, this is your place. You know that don’t you.”
I nodded, still crying, but needing her touch and her affection. “This is best for you. Best for us, my pet.”
I nodded again and she leaned forward and kissed my cheek. I melted then with love and appreciation for my owner and in that moment truly accepted what I had always been.
ReplyDeleteShe kissed my other cheek and slowly removed the gag from my mouth. After a moment of working my jaw out all I could saw was simply, “Thank you.”
My owner surprised me then, “No, thank you slave. You are the perfect piece of property and I want you here with me always.”
I smiled and she patted my head. Then I felt her going through my pockets. I heard her pick up my keys.
As she reached the door she said “Don’t go anywhere slave. I am going to pick up whatever of your stuff I feel you need to be here. This is home now.”
I don’t know if she heard me as she closed the door, but all I could think to say was “I love you.”
Really hot story, nice work.
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